I am feeling sad. Or maybe I'm depressed. Or both.
- I am sad that my vacation is over and I am home. I don't really LIKE it here very much.
- I miss my friends.
- I miss my family.
- I miss my children.
- I am afraid I may never see my brothers again.
- I miss my parents. Now that we have buried them, it seems so final.
- I'm not feeling well.
- My pinched nerve is still very painful--I was hoping so much that the pain would subside.
- I'm tired.
- I had to walk in the neighborhood instead of somewhere fun.
- (BUT I did see a LOVELY RAINBOW). But I got rained on and it faded before I got home to tell BB about it and show it to him. (The lighting was exquisite--sunset lighting and a brilliant rainbow. A full arc. I had a moment of actual joy when I discovered it.)
- My feet hurt.
- I suffer from Hedonic Adaptation. That means sometimes lovely things begin to fail to cheer after a short time.
- (BUT I DID enjoy seeing my friends and family and visiting the Porcupine mountains earlier! :-D)
- I think I am suffering from a post vacation let down. After a day of rest I'll probably feel better,
- (BB is making dinner because I don't feel well--AND HE drove all the way home 7 hours in hard rain--I should be making dinner for HIM!)
- (I'm grateful he's willing.) (I don't know why I'm so sad.)
2 comments:
I do think it is a combination of exhaustion and post-vacation let down, like you said. You will be able to spend more time drawing and painting now that you are home, and those things bring you great pleasure. I do hope you feel better!
I DO feel better, generally, in spite of another complaining post. THANKS!
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