Wednesday, July 19, 2006

[No Polar Coordinates] Tears

well, I coudn't do it.  I was imagining posting favorites by date and creating an online journal in order.  Slowly, over a long perios of time.  Oh well.

I am always on the verge of tears. Now matter how calm, how gay, how joyous or happy I may feel, I always teeter at the brink of loneliness and sorrow. This sense of pain does not detract from my joy. I think it makes it all the more intense. Mary age 22

I was going to back post this to August 18, 1968, which was the date I wrote it, but they only allow backposts as far back as 1990. I was very disappointed.


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Posted by taittems to No Polar Coordinates at 7/19/2006 12:58:00 PM

2 comments:

Mary Stebbins Taitt said...

Whaat a wonderful, thoughtful post, Pea!!! So great to hear your ruminating on these delicate and delicious issues!!!

At 22, I was living on my own, but not really.

My parents were still helping me. But I thought a lot and wrote a lot and hope to have time to tympe in another post soon. Thnks for your thoughts!! Mary

PS I LOVE YOU TOO, and Darwin and Christa and Neal.

Mary Stebbins Taitt said...

YEBA!!!!!!!!

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